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Monday, October 31, 2011

My Diary : Chapter Three

I feel sad today as I sees him for the last time.
For the last time. 
I look at him as he goes out of a door. 
I feel happy but suddenly I felt sad because it's my last day in college for semester one. 
I just look around if I can stil look at him. 
But I was searching him like I just lost him.
I just felt that he's gone from my sight. 
It's like I can't see him again,maybe. 
It just felt lost. I feel my heart empty. It just like gone. Empty. 
Felt lost for the first time. 
Moreover, I tried to look at him several time but I can't find him. I cried. 
I cry for him. 
As my heart felt so hurt. 
It felt like I just lost something that precious.
I Know that I can see him next year, but that time I just feel like apart from him.
I feel that he won't come to see me again.
I feel broken.

My heart is broken for like the first time. 
I know he's just the person that I like, but he's special to me.
That time when I saw him, he was looking away. 
Like departing form each other. 
My love is pain. 
I know it hurts so much, but I can'y help it when I have to go home and not see him.
My chest felt hurt so much. 

I just missed him. I love him.
But it is hard to love him from far.
I cried so much until I can't breathe.
I cried so much this time. 
I'm sorry for making it harder.
I don't know you but I love you.
It hurts just when I remember you smiling. 
Walking away the corridor, talk.
I will miss seeing that.
You the one that I love. 
I really want you to know me. 
But you didn't even notice me.
I tried to make you notice me, but what can I do?
I just can love you from far. 

By the way, I love you so much.
I want you to know it so badly. 
I want you here, by my side.
Stay by side, and smiles.
I'm sorry if I'm not perfect as you expected. I'm just lonely girl. :)

Thursday, October 20, 2011

My Diary : Chapter Two.

Hi. :)
I saw him again, today.
I was busy walking around the level 3,
which is the lecturer's room. 
After I finish doing my job. 
I look at him around the aisle,
finally, he saw me.
ME.
He stare at me. 
I slightly look at him. 
but I don't know if he notice me. 
and for the first time,
I heard his voice. 
^___^

My Diary : Chapter One.

Hello.
I just want to talk about this guy that I really like.
He just perfect in front of me. 
Sometimes I just said "HE'S MINE".
But well, the reality is he's no one, not mine.
But what can I do?
He's not mine.
So why do I keep looking at him?
WHY? 
I don't understand.
He just there for someone else. Not me.
He doesn't know me. He didn't even notice me.
That I'm exist.
Doesn't it going to hurt me IF he had
someone else?
Doesn't it hurt when I see him with someone else?
Eventhough he look at me.
I'm sure he didn't have any feeling towards me,
Well, sometime I just want to ignore him. 
Make him disappear.
He just there, okay.
There, to look but not to LOVE him. 
Why do I have feeling towards him?
WHY HIM?




I do look like this when I stalk him around college.

Is it LOVE or SOMETHING else??

I think I found him. Just have to be patient about it.
I saw him few times before but then I found him near my grandma's house.

I'm about to faint and clearly
I saw HIM. Before that I found him getting out
of the college but then he headed to the LRT.
I thought that he might live near Ampang.
But my prediction is correct somehow.
I just want to know him.
Eager to know him. just him.
I want him. Just to know him makes me happy.

That's enough, i think.
Hopefully fate can meet us both.
Hopefully.
Maybe fate won't bring us together
It's life, so what can I do?
I just can't help it.
he just light in front of me.
He just there, when I need to see him.
I just want to say hi or greet him.
But I can't. Can't he just know that someone like him?
or a sign or light when he sees me.

Or a feeling like a soulmate does.
I really want that. I love that.
It makes my heart pounding hardly.
I know that.just dunno. I heart him.
so why?
I just saw him and my heart like I want him
But he was like nothing happen like he doesn't
feel it. I know that I'm the only one who loves him.
That's okay with me. <3

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

My Opinion On 'Postman To Heaven'

Postman To Heaven














천국의 우편배달부 (Cheon-gook-eui Woo-pyeon-bae-dal-boo) : Postman To Heaven.
107min | Release date in South Korea : 2009/11/12
 
"Postman to Heaven" is a co-production between South Korea and Japan
Jae-jun (K-pop band TVXQ member Hero) delivers letters to heaven from those who can't get over the loss of their loved ones. One day Ha-na (Han Hyo-joo), who writes to her late boyfriend, discovers Jae-jun's secret identity. He offers her a part-time job assisting him, and they set off on a 14-day journey.



My opinion is a great one. I love this korean movie. And like the story line, because it doesn't bored me at all. At first I didn't understand this story but then I get it. Jaejoong is in coma and he is interacting with a lady, Hyo-joo. I just  get the message, Jaejoong is actualy want to come back to live. As at the ending of the movie he said " I came back to live". It makes my heart melt. haha. Yes, melting. And the last word that Hyo-joo said at the end of the movie makes me feel a bit sad. 


If, if.....
If someone who you don't know asks you, "Have we met before?"
or "You're the heroine if my never-ending dream" on the streets.
It may not be for a lip service.
That man......
HE may be your destiny.
As you know I'm still searching my soul mate, so its a good one. I like it <3 
^___^ Thank You

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

My New Life

Hello I'm back! 

This is how I look when I 'm in college! 




how do I look? gorgeous or crazy lady?
Currently I entered a college. My college is beautiful.
*sorry I don't have the picture of my college building*
 My course is Diploma in Teaching English as Second Language. (TESL)
*I'm going to be a teacher*
I'm in semester 1 and luckily I stayed near my grandma house.
so I can go back home always. 
sorry for not updating my blog recently.
cuz I've been busy studying. lots of assignment. 
of course I'm a busy girl. 
I've been studying a lot with my roommates.
I have lovely roommates okay. 
thanks to them.
I have no problems at all. 
luckily I've been happy and happier. hehe
lol.
thanks for tuning in.

Tuesday, August 9, 2011

I LOVE YOU :)

thank you so much so viewing my blog!!!! I appreciate your hard work.. mine too. thanks for clicking my blog.
Love you all!!!!!! <3

Sunday, June 12, 2011

formspring.me

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who's make you ''craze'' ??!!!

kpop

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formspring.me

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What did you dream about last night?

i didn't dream any

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ask me question huh?

ok

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BAGUS LAH FORMSPRING SEKARANG SENANG BEBENO NAK DELETE SOALAN YANG ANEH-ANEH HAHAHA

btul2!!!!!!!

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Do you prefer to be called cute or pretty?

pretty

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I really want to know your Opinion.. Would you call me more cute or pretty?

pretty :)

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thanks?

I always want a lot of friends but seeing my blog is being view by all the people in the world,

I'm so glad :)  *which means I love my stalker* 

I'm going to write more and more. But be sure you all stay tune to my blog..

I love you guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And thank you for being with me!!!!!!!!! <3 




Monday, May 23, 2011

Ma Dear Friend~

First up~ My high school life. I have a lot of friends but just so you know I didn't get along well with anyone... If you know me you'll get along well. ENEMIES? Sure! I got a lot of them. Seriously I didn't get along with them because I know that they will destroy my straight path of LIFE. I'm just fine without them...

I hate to talk about them ~ They make me sick and whatever~ I just hope that they lived their life well. That's all. hehe

My best BEST best BEST best FRIEND?????
I do have one that crazy. She's close with me because we share the same taste and  mind.. HAHA
We do all the same thing together but sometimes we fight over the smallest thing. *sorry tyeka* 
But sure we get back again and fight again. hahahhahaha
She's beautiful eventhough people might call her TEMBAM. There she is . TYEKA~~~


hehehe. She's so ................................................................ ^____^
She will be going to college earlier than me. I hope so. But if I didn't get any college , I'll be missing her a lot.
huhuhuhuhuhu :(
;_____;
PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME
Just kidding
I work together with her at a frozen food shop. So we saw each other everyday and make fun.
Hoping that we can see each other just like now, Like we do now.



My second best FRIEND ~ ^__^
She agree anything I said. She think I'm her counselor or something. She always ask my opinion and seems to be believing it. I just adore this friend. She even back up me from those people. From bad people. She always protect me. Khadijah~


Isn't she beautiful and lovely~~~ hehehe

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Infinite (인피니트) – Can U Smile (TRANSLATION)


I remember that feeling from
Long ago when I looked at you
I remember that time when
I knew you, you knew me
I wanted to be like you
hang out with you
I think about those desperate times
But it's merely a memory
that has passed by

And can you smile? smile...
you want this
you hope for this
I can't seem to have you with only my heart

And can you smile? smile...
I said to leave
I said I'm okay
It seems like I can give you nothing
but this to you in the end

I remember long ago
when i received your heart
you were overflowing me
and i'm thankful
i think of those time

we love each other
we were at our happiest
then came across farwell
you were overflowing me
I'm sorry
I can't hold you back

And can you smile? smile...
you want this
you hope for this
I can't seem to have you with only my heart

And can you smile? smile...
I said to leave
I said I'm okay
It seems like I can give you nothing
but this to you in the end

And still, still in the end, still I..
but probably in the end, I still..
And still, still in the end, still I..
but probably in the end, I still..

[Rap]
But I was suffocating from
those frequent words of yours
You say that my way of talking and
actions make you lose your words
make your anger rise
on this violent night
the stars light up the sky,
the moon shines
you go steadily on your path of stars
the night is coming
it is covered only by other stars
but the moon always stays there
I will always be here for you, want you

And can you smile? smile...
I want you but..
I'll hold you but..
your smile is fading beside me

And can you smile? smile...
I said to leave
I said I'm okay
You might even be happier
if you leave my side

Infinite (인피니트) – Can U Smile (ROMANIZATION)




aju orae jeon neoreul boatdeon
geu neukkimeul gieokhae nan
neoreul aratdeon nareul aratdeon
geu sijeori saenggangna
neoreul darmgo sipdeon
eoulligo sipdeon
ganjeolhaetdeon siganeul
nan dasi saenggakhae
da jinagan hannat chueok ppuningeol

And Can you smile? smile..
niga wonhajanha
niga barajanha
nae mam maneuroneun
neol jabeul suga eomneungabwa

And Can you smile? smile..
naega garajanha
nan gwaenchantajanha
majimak neoege
nan igeot bakken mot junabwa

imi orae jeon naega badatdeon
ni maeumeul gieokhae nan
naegen neomchideon niga gomapdeon
geu sijeori saenggangna
gajang saranghal ttae
gajang haengbokhal ttae ibyeoreul majuhaesseo
naegen cham neomchyeoseo
mianhaeseo jabadul sun eomneungeol

And Can you smile? smile..
niga wonhajanha
niga barajanha
nae mam maneuroneun
neol jabeul suga eomneungabwa

And Can you smile? smile..
naega garajanha
nan gwaenchantajanha
majimak neoege
nan igeot bakken mot junabwa

geuraedo geuraedo gyeolguk geuraedo nan
hajiman amado gyeolguk geuraedo nan
geuraedo geuraedo gyeolguk geuraedo nan
hajiman gyeolguk geuraedo nan

[Rap]
geurae binbeonhaejin ni geu mal
dapdaphaesseo byeonhaejin nae maltuwa haengdongi
halmal eopge mandeundago
hwaman nage dotgundago
ssoadaemyeo gyeokhaejin
bam haneure
byeori barkhyeojwotji
dari bichwojwotji
hangsi gal gil gatji
byeoldeulgwa bami onda
dareun byeore garyeojil ppun
the moon always stay there
I‘ll always be here for you, want you

And Can you smile? smile..
neol japgo sipjiman
butjapgo sipjiman
nae gyeote isseoseo
neon useumeul irheogajanha

And Can you smile? smile..
naega garajanha
nan gwaenchantajanha
nae gyeoteul tteonaya
neon haengbokhal su isseunikka

Infinite (인피니트) – Can U Smile (HANGUL)




아주 오래 전 너를 보았던
그 느낌을 기억해 난
너를 알았던 나를 알았던
그 시절이 생각나
너를 닮고 싶던
어울리고 싶던
간절했던 시간을
난 다시 생각해
다 지나간 한낱 추억 뿐인걸

And Can you smile? smile..
니가 원하잖아
니가 바라잖아
내 맘 만으로는
널 잡을 수가 없는가봐

And Can you smile? smile..
내가 가라잖아
난 괜찮다잖아
마지막 너에게
난 이것 밖엔 못 주나봐

이미 오래 전 내가 받았던
니 마음을 기억해 난
내겐 넘치던 니가 고맙던
그 시절이 생각나
가장 사랑할 때
가장 행복할 때 이별을 마주했어
내겐 참 넘쳐서
미안해서 잡아둘 순 없는걸

And Can you smile? smile..
니가 원하잖아
니가 바라잖아
내 맘 만으로는
널 잡을 수가 없는가봐

And Can you smile? smile..
내가 가라잖아
난 괜찮다잖아
마지막 너에게
난 이것 밖엔 못 주나봐

그래도 그래도 결국 그래도 난
하지만 아마도 결국 그래도 난
그래도 그래도 결국 그래도 난
하지만 결국 그래도 난

[Rap]
그래 빈번해진 니 그 말
답답했어 변해진 내 말투와 행동이
할말 없게 만든다고
화만 나게 돋군다고
쏘아대며 격해진
밤 하늘에
별이 밝혀줬지
달이 비춰줬지
항시 갈 길 갔지
별들과 밤이 온다
다른 별에 가려질 뿐
the moon always stay there
I’ll always be here for you, want you

And Can you smile? smile..
널 잡고 싶지만
붙잡고 싶지만
내 곁에 있어서
넌 웃음을 잃어가잖아

And Can you smile? smile..
내가 가라잖아
난 괜찮다잖아
내 곁을 떠나야
넌 행복할 수 있으니까

Saturday, May 21, 2011

White Christmas OST

DJ Shadow Mongrel- Meets his Maker
http://youtu.be/1dNXMwcTAas 

AC/DC - Back In Black
http://youtu.be/hkkL_aDrIyU 

Low - Just Like Christmas
http://youtu.be/IippcraBPKA 

Suede- The Beautiful ones
http://youtu.be/xqovGKdgAXY 

DJ Shadow- Giving up the Ghost
http://youtu.be/KUqpcYsvssA 

Pixies - Debaser -
http://youtu.be/0P3lhrwio-M

DJ Krush - Song 2
http://youtu.be/c-goioYYudI

The Arcade Fire - Wake Up
http://youtu.be/9zdNdjF-htY 

흐른 - 그렇습니까 (Streaming - Really?)
http://youtu.be/p_3aiJcR3yM

Primal Scream - Medication
http://youtu.be/N4m-GZpbX_E

Slipknot - Vermillion Pt.2
http://youtu.be/LvetJ9U_tVY 

Massive Attack - Teardrop
http://youtu.be/u7K72X4eo_s 

별주부전 주부전- (Frenzy -Nike dysfunction)
http://youtu.be/DMJ_NKLTDYs

BigBabydriver - I Love You Best
http://youtu.be/ngqNKbALZok 

Andreas Scholl - Vivaldi's Nisi Dominus Rv608 - Cum Dederit Dilectis Suis Som Unm (Largo)
http://youtu.be/wx3LiXxone0 

Ninaian - Walking On Moon Beams
http://youtu.be/fomrakhfxgo 

Mercury Rev - Holes
http://youtu.be/qO1g251jF2g 

Alice In Chains - Angry Chair
http://youtu.be/rT3vUOTPgMw 

Mansun - You, Who Do You Hate
http://youtu.be/WLD3QcfkV4M

48 - SanctusGabriel Faure - Requiem Op.
http://youtu.be/X8Fis5Y7FaE

Battleflag - Lo Fidelity Allsatrs
http://youtu.be/ZuwWvPGul3o 

Travie Mccoy - Super Bad
http://youtu.be/nllcAEOo8MA


Vivaldi's nisi -  도미너스
http://youtu.be/P1ywyRbaMHg

Opening theme 
http://youtu.be/ixMNjGgpjbk 

Ending Song 
http://youtu.be/LOZuxwVk7TU
 
Here's My facebook note  :)
You can prefer to this ^___^

I'll try to post the youtube link under the songs ....
^____^

CHANGES?

haha
I like changes...
Well how bout my new blog theme?
You like it??
Tell me if you like it
And I'll fill this blog with more stuff 
and everything....
Let me know if you want me to do something...
I mean with this blog..
Also sorry for not updating my blog...
I will fill this blog with my story
If I got time to write.
If you want me to update KPOP stuff,
I will consider that and I like it when I see a 
lot OF STALKER came to blog..
Thanks for tuning to my blog...
Lastly, I'll keep my eye on the computer next time to write
OKAY?? hehehe ^___^

  
STAY TUNE :) <3

Thursday, April 14, 2011

would you rather be deaf or blind?

blind.

Ask me stuff n You Know I Will Answer You XD

Who's your favourite member of BIGBANG? Choose only one member! Kkk~

Taeyang <3

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Which eye colour do you like the most? And tell me why~ xP

I like everything brown.

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Tell me your favourite word :)

uh and oh. haha

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Which Music genre are you listening to the most?

pop.

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Which hair colour do you prefer the most?

Brown~

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If you could change something about yourself, what would it be?

I want to sing better.

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Your favourite Kpop bias (Boy and Girl)?

SHINee and SNSD ~

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HELLO :p

hello :D

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#pickone be the neighbour of Bom or going to the same School and class like Sandara?

same school and class with Dara! :D

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Friday, April 1, 2011

If You Know, You'll Hate It Too.



Sometimes when you were nice, people take advantage of you. 
If you become bad, people will talk behind you. 
It just hard being both or non of it.
It will go away, but deep inside you're hurt.
Mad, and feeling like you want to run away from it. 
I just trying to be as good as I can. As possible.
I just want to be someone that can make people praise you.
I want to be good but at the same time, you make me bad.
It make me sick and feel like I want to quit right away.
It happen when you have this level of people.
Such a bothersome to me. 
You just have to follow it.
You just have make it. Eventhought you don't want it.
Can't you just be yourself and make other people happy.?
I was the one who gets the pain.
I'm not the of person who tells your secret or feelings.
I keep it inside my head and heart.
Until I fall apart. Until I become so down.
I need to free myself.
You want to brake free but you can't.
It just make you sick.
Everyday you become so dumb. 



Tuesday, March 22, 2011

I'm Working Girl

First of all, nice to meet you again.
haha. we meet again here. 
I've been working like 3 months now
Just a normal work
but I get tired easily 
I always cheer 

  BUT

 I get tired like that. 
HUH...
Seriously I become more responsible 
and always manage my time
(I always come to work late, then my boss scold me)
hahaha
that's normal to me
if you don't take responsibilities, you'll end up 
like a jerk.
My salary ???
I've given some to my mum 
and 
I make a lots of food with my money
like burger, pizza, spaghetti and I don't remember the rest.
I go to work at 9.30 am but goes back home to lunch 
and finish at 5.00 pm. 
Tired isn't it? 
Plus, I ride my pink scooter 


like this one. 
HONDA ( brought to you by Honda) lol
I get sick easily because of rain. ofc
hahaha
I enjoy my life being a teenager. 
Cooler that that I've become a teen that brave. 
I work with a couple of aunts that love making jokes
and my lovely friends 
Tyeka and Aten
hahaha
I love to make them work hard
(they come in to work a bit late, plus I'm a senior there)
hahaha sorry.
I have a great time experiencing a lot of stuffs.
plus I'm making myself busy.
and forgot to tell you, I gain weight to much
I LOOK CHUBBY
not fat okay!

 Okay, I have to pen off (what? is this a letter) 
No kidding. haha
See ya!!!! ^___^

ZE:A - Here I Am ^__^

 


omg OMG omg
I just listen to this 
AND 
I love it !!! :D 
hahahaha
Taehun & Heechul Oppa!!
and and....
the MV is so cute!

White Christmas Trailer

KBS Drama Special : White Christmas Trailer


KBS Drama Special : White Christmas

Title: KBS Drama Special: White Christmas / Monster
Revised romanization: Hwaiteu Keuriseumaseu 
Hangul: 화이트 크리스마스

Genre: Mystery, thriller

Episodes: 8

Director: Kim Yong Soo

Screenwriter: Park Yun Sun
Broadcast network: KBS2, each Sunday 23:15
Broadcast date: 2011-Jan-30
In Malaysia airtime/KBS: Mon 23:10



Synopsis
Kim Yo Han is a psychiatrist who gets concerned in a sequence murder when his automobile pennyless down on Christmas Eve during a remarkable charge and he is forced to take preserve during a private high school. Seven students and a clergyman are also there over a winter break, though they are gradually murdered one by one as they accept letters from a torpedo who wants punish for a genocide of his mom and sister.

Main Cast

Kim Sang Kyung as Kim Yo Han


 













  



Baek Sung Hyun as Park Moo Yul



 
 


















Kim Young Kwang as Jo Young Jae


 

 





Lee Soo Hyuk  as Yun Su



 

















Kwak Jung Wook as Yang Kang Mo


 



 





Hong Jong Hyun as Lee Jae Kyu


 

 


















Lee Som  as Yoon Eun Sung













 

















Kim Hyun Joong as Kang Mi Reu






 


















Sung Joon  as Choi Chi Hoon










 















 



Jung Suk Won as Yoon Jong Il