I feel sad today as I sees him for the last time.
For the last time.
I look at him as he goes out of a door.
I feel happy but suddenly I felt sad because it's my last day in college for semester one.
I just look around if I can stil look at him.
But I was searching him like I just lost him.
I just felt that he's gone from my sight.
It's like I can't see him again,maybe.
It just felt lost. I feel my heart empty. It just like gone. Empty.
Felt lost for the first time.
Moreover, I tried to look at him several time but I can't find him. I cried.
I cry for him.
As my heart felt so hurt.
It felt like I just lost something that precious.
I Know that I can see him next year, but that time I just feel like apart from him.
I feel that he won't come to see me again.
I feel broken.
My heart is broken for like the first time.
I know he's just the person that I like, but he's special to me.
That time when I saw him, he was looking away.
Like departing form each other.
My love is pain.
I know it hurts so much, but I can'y help it when I have to go home and not see him.
My chest felt hurt so much.
I just missed him. I love him.
But it is hard to love him from far.
I cried so much until I can't breathe.
I cried so much this time.
I'm sorry for making it harder.
I don't know you but I love you.
It hurts just when I remember you smiling.
Walking away the corridor, talk.
I will miss seeing that.
You the one that I love.
I really want you to know me.
But you didn't even notice me.
I tried to make you notice me, but what can I do?
I just can love you from far.
By the way, I love you so much.
I want you to know it so badly.
I want you here, by my side.
Stay by side, and smiles.
I'm sorry if I'm not perfect as you expected. I'm just lonely girl. :)
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